THE POSITIVE EFFECTS OF PSYCHO-EDUCATIONAL TREATMENT ON FEMALE VICTIMS OF SEXUAL TRAUMA
Abruptly, he grabbed me by the waist and pushed me against the wall. Then, one of his hands went over my mouth to stop me from screaming for help. He began to hit me and threw me into my bedroom where he started ripping off my nightclothes. I tried to break away, but he pulled out a weapon and placed it against my head. I stopped trying to fight him and did as he asked. My heart was racing and my mind was a total blank. My attacker began to thrust his penis inside my vagina with excruciating pain. He was kissing me on my neck, while steadily pumping his penis inside of me. The more I resisted, the more he would do to inflict pain on my body. He started biting my nipples, as if he thought he was a baby trying to get breast milk from them. My nipples started bleeding and from that point, he became frustrated. He flipped me over and began to have anal sex with me. During this timeframe, I had an orgasm. How could this happen to me and why did I have an orgasm with this man who belittled and hurt me? This made me feel like trash. He knew that I had an orgasm, at which time, my attacker became stimulated by the smell in the room as if it was the best thing he ever had from a woman. He finally ejaculated inside of me. My attacker slowly lifted his sweaty body off of me and left my apartment. I could not move after this ordeal or even think of what to do. The only thing that lingered from the assault was the smell of intercourse in the air after having foul sex
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